The Agrinautica

   I think I've learned to like the feeling of rejection.. I've had to deal with it all too much. And I think thats the only reason I still go into wild rivers. Every time.. it gives me my daily fix of severe rejection. Yay emotional masochism.

   Went in to wild rivers today. All subtlexcore, not in uniform.. plan is just to come in every day and swim some beach runs and then maybe talk to someone saturday morning. Run into a friend whose name I really ought to know, (I am SOO terrible with names, as you may know) waiting around by The Clock in the center of the park... he's also in mufti*, he's waiting for Kevin (Kevin = "The Boss"), who said he'd meet him at The Clock at high noon. This guy is the last person to be promoted to supervisor that I know of, so I ask him if he was the one Nikki was training yesterday. He says he was not. After waiting with him for about ten minutes he determined Kevin must have forgotten about him. That is, after all, the Wild Rivers Way.

   Stacy the Evil Office Wench (SEOW?) was in the office again. I asked if there was a pay check for me but of course there was not, because she was working when my hours should have been recorded.. hope thats not too much of a hassle to fix and reflects as badly on her as it should. And then.. she wouldn't let me EXIT through the employee gate, because I wasn't working. I mean.. I can imagine not letting me IN through that, but to EXIT? What a freakin bitch!!!

   In summary I am fully aware of how ridiculously hopeless my continued involvement there is and think it is for just that feeling of continual rejection that I continue to try. That and I'm really not very good at giving up on things.

*yes mufti, look it up focker


Addendum:
[16:10:46] xmomentsxwastedx: i woke up drunk again and i totally had a dream about you
[16:11:08] xmomentsxwastedx: you were running around in a polo shirt at wild rivers drinking 211

   On that note, I of course woke up to my alarm clock going off... looked at it and TOTALLY read "snooze" as "booze." So my clock is flashing "booze" and I'm like WTF???

   Yesterday around 19:00 I went to the Diedrichs, nominally just going for a cup of coffee, but kinda knowing it would lead to other things (hehe isn't that what one's supposed to do after a date? "want to come up for coffee?"), and sure enough I ended up going to capo beach with the Diedrichs kids. And this time, I actually made it and it was all good. We had ourselves a bonfire. Lessee fully represented we had: Katie D'agistino, Laney, Crow (AKA "the Evil Ex" Chris, as regards your_evenstar anyway), the guy with the Steel Reserve & Flogging Molly shirts (we'll call him.. SRFM?), and a bunch of other people.
   At like 22:00, or maybe even earlier, the beach closed and the cops actually showed up, so we all skedaddled. We proceeded to this place called "Top of the World," in Mission Viejo. Its a park on top of a hill next to some water tanks, from where you can see like the whole city. We lurked about up there till like 1am.. well I left at 00:30 because I was cravin the in-n-out. I had two double-doubles mm.

   I bought guinness before we went to the beach of course. And while I was in the grocery store this lady asked me where the tonic water was, because I was wearing my IHOP hat and she therefore mistook me for a grocery store employee... apparently.


   They say people with psychological issues often develope them in college because of the stress. I think I'm developing some: I can't leave the house without a sharpie; and today I actually intend to go to the hardware store and buy some red light bulbs because I need my room to have red lighting. ::shurg::

   Speaking of which, I actually forgot one of the worst things about work the other day: I forgot both my cell phone AND my wallet. Now I can't bring the cell phone into work with me but it was just a bad omen and really odd because I NEVER forget it.
   I got my break about mid-day, when it still had pretty much TOTALLY SUCKED, and I hadn't even run into Shasta yet. So I'm hot and tired and unhappy and then I realize I don't have any money. I wanted to cry. Only, not. I found two dollars worth of nickles and dimes in my car, not even any quarters, and then set about begging for money from employees. I was going to ask Tony, the cool office girl, but I get there and Stacy the Evil Wench was there so I asked some dumb question and ran. Then I asked supervisor Pokey (Gumby's younger brother, no joke.), and another deepguard nearby overheard and gave me a dollar. <3 deepguards.


   I just learned today is Friday. I honestly totalyl thought today was like wednesday, and went through all of yesterday thinking it was like tuesday. I love summer.


   Survey: Am I a Bad Person because for the first time in my life I intend to not spend the 4th with my parents?


QUOTE OF THE DAY
   Laney - "Hey are you guys going to diedrichs tomarrow? Uh wait let me rephrase that: what time are you going to diedrichs tomarrow?"